Building a Mobility bag from scratch is muy expensivo.
Needed to get new socks, towels, more sand tees and pt gear.
Poor A1C is poor.
I have zero focus right now. I’m supposed to be preparing 15 minute a ‘back to basics’ brief for those of us who can’t fly (goddamn sequestration) on any two to three switch actions relevant to my crew position/section and I’m almost done. but I’m just… not feeling it right now.
I’m also not feeling like spin class in the morning. Or doing anything that involves me getting out of bed.
Skyped with the boo today. He has arrived safe and sound in the sandbox after a beer filled layover in Germany, of which I am EXTREEEEEMELY jealous.
I can’t wait to deploy lol.
I’m way too poor to be in the military.
Between debt, powerpoints and dry ass briefings, Something will kill me by the end of FY 2013 lol.
I am now a Combat Mission Ready Airborne Surveillance Technician. Had my MQT evaluation/Sim Check ride today and I got a Q1 with no write ups. (essentially, I did everything i was supposed to do, at or exceeding my skill level).
Happy is not even the word. I’m so proud of myself. Long ass nights of studying, countless miniature panic attacks/cry sessions with the boy and my parents and too many months of doubting my skills and abilities. Seriously. It took 6 months to get here and it feels so good.
Gonna be smiling all day.
Remember how excited I was to go on my check ride? Karma said “NOT TODAY BITCHHHHHH!!!!” and i went dnif two hours before takeoff.
I have my check ride on Thursday. I mission plan tomorrow. and All i can think about is how nervous i am. I’ve already failed one of my flights and it sucks. Even though the failure wasn’t my fault
(I should have never been evaluated on something I was never taught, but i digress.)
Right now, I’m all studied out. But I am TERRIFIED. Not because I don’t know the material, but because I want to do well SO badly. Every one of my instructors has told me that I need to be confident in my abilities because i know the material, I’m smart, blah blah blah… So why don’t I ever feel like I know enough?
And the only person I want to talk to is my boyfriend. But i don’t wanna feel like too much of a burden. So i’m just sitting here. Half watching American Gladiators, hoping that I’ll have my lightbulb moment of confidence sometime in the next 40 hours.
Today is my Air Force one year anniversary.
WASSUP WIT THAT CLOTHING ALLOWANCE DOE?!!!
Finally went on my 1st flight today.
It’s about g’d time! Now… If only I could get my whole… flight back pay issue resolved….
JEOPARDY IS FINALLY DOING THEIR MILITARY WEEK.
I FINALLY HAVE MY CHANCE.
FOR REAL THIS TIME. COLLEGE AND TEEN TOURNAMENT WERE JUST FOR PLAY PLAY.
…for training use only.